Tuesday, 17 January 2012

Tomorrow

In the morning I always feel melancholic.
I have to give in a huge project on Thursday which I haven't really begun, and I don't really know where to. So instead I listen to Avril Lavigne's first album, which is one of my favorite albums of all time. I hold so many memories in every song, it's like travelling in time when I hear them. It makes me unmistakably sad to reminisce time when I was there, and so, so happy. It shouldn't hurt so much to remember the past, but it just seems like it was a different person's life, not mine. How could I have lived there and felt happy being away for so long, in touch with a completely different reality? It shocks me everyday how those five years I lived in Jerusalem affected me. At the same time I feel like I'm completely exaggerating and completely not. The amount of memories, or lack thereof, that I hold from there is painstaking, and affects me every single day of my life. And it's almost been four years. But I still hold it in my heart. Am I lost in the past?

3 comments:

  1. Maybe... Or may be not. Remembering is always better than forgetting...

    Bueno, nunca sé si se usa ing en frases así..
    Que eeso, que recordar simpre es mejor que olvidar jajajaj

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  2. Ah, y soy SUPER SUPER FAN de esa canción

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  3. Really like your blog!
    Would you mind following each other on bloglovin? :)

    Love,
    Malin @ http://fashionfied.tk

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